Fear and Faith

Scripture – Luke 22:54-57: 54Then seizing him, they led him away and took him into the house of the high priest. Peter followed at a distance. 55But when they had kindled a fire in the middle of the courtyard and had sat down together, Peter sat down with them. 56A servant girl saw him seated there in the firelight. She looked closely at him and said, “This man was with him.” 57But he denied it. “Woman, I don’t know him,” he said.

Reflection: As I read this passage, I find myself filled with empathy for Peter. He had the courage to follow Jesus even after He was arrested. Peter must have been very scared. Still, he tried to stay in the picture. There’s no hint of any other disciples being around.

I can imagine him trying to blend in with the background – to not be noticed. Then the servant girl spots him. Her observation was the last thing Peter wanted to hear. And I’m sure, acting out of fear, his quick denial surprised even him.

Fear is a powerful emotion. I’ve felt it on many levels and in a variety of situations. I know how easy it is to let fear take over. While I can’t avoid being afraid, I have learned that I can act in spite of my fear. I’ve also learned if I give into it, the grace and forgiveness of Christ is waiting.

I’ll pay attention today to my fear. How much does it want to control me? How will I act when it comes?